loveisabitch's Blog

Rainy days have an interesting rhythm to them slow and quiet and thoughtful. Maybe it's about sweet alluring melodramatic overtones or just because some people's emotions are simply more vulnerable to weather changes than others.

 Such a twist of fate or pure coincidence who knows...just like today I've found myself lost in thoughts. 

Is it all about forecast? Maybe not at all...
 Maybe it's all about my restless state of mind. I'm being caged in life. I'm confused about myself my expectations...to be honest even about my dreams.
 I've always had my guard up and eventually because my endless insecurities I ended up being a stranger to myself.

I'm at an impasse it has to change..I've to gather my courage.... But for the first time in my life I've to face with my true self which has been hidden under layers and layers of social masks. I'm scared because I'm good at avoiding not facing I may fail in my quest.

But if I don't take any risks, then I'll have a wasted soul which might as well be dead.